Wednesday, 10 March 2010
{ 19:49 }
What is this feeling now?
It's like mixture of different feeling now..
I know there is a change between us
i knew it..
Are he expecting for a break up between us?
I dunno why, i dun bear to lose this r/s..
What is the point of keeping him when he dun even have the love again..
Am i stupid?
I love him, but i dun feel secure and confidence at all..
I am not beautiful not clever too..
But i always try to be the best girlfriend that he can like..
I always working very hard..
I always ask him, how much he loves me..
No matter how much, i jus into him..
From the very beginning, i always hoping to be his best listening hear and support..
Even he love me only 50, i will hope i can achieve 100..
Am i really silly?
He is giving up.. Isn't he?
Should i let go or should i hold on to it?
I am lost..