Tuesday, 16 March 2010
{ 21:31 }
Am i really wrong?
Did i raise something up that are really wrong?
I dun trust him? 3 years and i don't trust him?
I believe in him thats why i ended up like this.. 3 years long, i never concern or mention anything about women around her.
Unlike other girls, i do not check his phone.. I do not do this or that..
Maybe that some of the reason that lead to insecure in this..
Am i wrong being a girlfriend by asking him that or questioning him that?
Maybe i am harsh as i admit i have a very low EQ..
But isn't straight to the point the better?
He find me irritating, waste of time for this relationship carrying for 3 yrs.
Ain't he is in wrong too?
He make me feel insecure, he rather let the believe stay in between us..
Etc Etc..
At a period of time, i find myself loaded with stress and i really need someone to talk to.
I am a person that cant manage stress.. u cant expect every1 to be same as u..
I am always happy whenever the night had reached. I am overwhelm to hear your voice.
I know u dislike me to nag or talk about my school work so i will jus shut up and hear u say.
Although, u given me a coldly tone, at least i am happy that u were safely home.
I miss the time where u and i together hand in hand walking and laughing.
I miss the time that u will kiss me goodbye everytime before u leave.
I miss those good nites or caring messages that u send me
But ask urself, how long have u nv do that do me?
I am badly hurt..
Where is the love?
After the day that u leave, i will shut up eyes and roll my tears before i get to sleep..
I do not know how many more time could i still say that to u;
i miss u, dear.
I am really not gaining sympathy or pity..
Pls believe that i am really no confidence in myself anymore.
