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Sunday, 31 January 2010 { 22:45 }

How is my world look like right now?
One word to say and describe, LOST..

I know, i cant complaint or grumble much anymore..
I am a big girl now.. Still i hate the cycle that i am living with..

The life cycle, doing the same old routines and repeating the same silly mistake over and over again.
Things that i will face repeatedly,

blah blah...

Recently, i began to be so miserable, a friend of mine, yes, which i call her as friend. I dun think she treat me as a friend overall. Poly life are really scary and sucks, thats what i can conclude from.. I did not manage to find someone who are trustable at all..

In fact, people in polys are cunning and selfish.. I am not compactable to compete with them, not at all and i know where i am standing but still, i am being eyes on..

Sigh, i cant say that my life is sucks, because its not completely sucks..

I miss my boyfriend damn lot, but he is really busy with his life, well same to me as well..

I could sense that he is giving me a cold shoulder nowadays but WHAT THE HELL HAVE I DID?? WHY PEOPLE ARE ALL AGAINSTING ME RIGHT NOW??

Am i suffering from some depression or willness? I think so.