Friday, 23 October 2009
{ 18:23 }
If people are being giving a chance to choose how great will that be..
I am an emotional person, to me every steps that i choose might seen to be a mistake that i make and created..
Isn't life full of regrets and gulit?
I am always trying to make peoples around me to be happy and like me..
But in the end, am i happy at all?
No isn't it?
Life is miserable in every things that we created and did..
Misunderstanding between human..
Human in fact is the most horrible creatures that god had created..
Human are cunning and full of fear..
In fact human are the ugliest creature...
How many people around you are really harmless?
The greatest bliss that i appreciate is that i have a very nice family and true friends which listen to me..
Also a lovely boyfriend that can tolerate me...
I am really feeling very miserable..
I really intend to forgive and forget but will people think the same as what i am thinking?
Well, i really hate to put up a false smile..
I know you too..
School life is horrible!!
It seem to be like a nightmare for me..
It is full of fear and fright..
I hate school.. I hate my life..
I hate to choose a wrong steps
What should i do to make my life better?
Wednesday, 7 October 2009
{ 14:21 }
dear blog, dearest will be flying off today heading to china in less thn 8 hrs time.. This going to be a very long overseas trip for him..
One mth without him in singapore will gonna be wierd..
Sending him off to the airport later.. Kind of anxious and nervous as his relatives and cousins will be there also..
It will be our first time meeting hope everything will go out fine for me too..
Bless me!!!
Anyway,I will be very worried for his health and many things.. Hope everything will goes out fine for him in Beijing..
Bon Vovage..Take care my love.. U will be miss by me..Well, i do not know what is happening on me.. So sick of what i been going through nowadays...What have i done??
My work is not going smoothly at all..
I feeling very worry that i might lose my jobs from next mth onwards..
How?!
I need money for living and fees..
What if i lose my jobs?
I feeling very lost..
Been trying very hard to be the best but i am always nt being appreciated in all the things that i do and contribute..
Really hope the upcoming chinese new year i can contribute some for mummy
she been working really hard i jus dun hope to see her being so tired and sick as days goes by..
But why am i being fool around..
I need a job, i need a living.. Help me..
Sigh..
Sometime things are simply jus fated like this..
