Monday, 12 January 2009
{ 20:58 }
Its our 2 years today - 120109
But I am home after my school..
Homeworks making me so tired and sick.. My head very dizzy now, its make me feel like vomiting.. Sigh..
So much things to be done yet so much not even started.. Hate it..
Well, our 2nd Anniversary, I cant find anything sweet or special... Well, wad had happened?
Still love u lots my dear.
I really hope that u will appreciate what i have done for you. This year i really hope u can spend more time on me and shower me with more love, care and everything.
I seriously need ur love badly as i dun wish that love turn cold.
Still, love u.
Monday, 5 January 2009
{ 22:46 }
Why does problems always seen to arouse around me.
I am really sick of it now.. I hate it..
Can I express everything? Who can I speak to about all my trouble?
I am feeling very miserable now..
Hopefully mummy can stay happy and be fine.
Please dont get so worry, we will be by ur side and be yours strongest pillar ever.
In the past, we might not be there to help u out in trouble, but now we are old enough to be mature and listen to u. So, nth will happened, believe me :)
Many words, kept in my heart its silence and unwritten cos i simply dun noe how to express myself.
Thursday, 1 January 2009
{ 21:13 }
I am unhappy, very.
I wanna scream, shout and release all my anger but i can..
I hate all the cruel reality.
Why people have to be biased. I hate such teachers and people.
No matter how hard i try nobody could see and appreciate it..
Its sucks!!!
I ever want to give up upon everything.
But I cant. I cant let people around me to be disappointed. What can I do?
I hate reality badly!!!
Appearance and looks are really important?
Even if he or she is a dumbo?
sigh~!
I miss my dear a lot.
Counting down 11 more days to our 2nd Aniversary.
I nv expect too much this year, my six sense tell me that it wun turn out good. ):
And I nv been seeing his face for going a week. Gosh!
I really feel that he change nowadays..
The feeling little different from the past.
Is it true that I think too much?
