Monday, 22 December 2008
{ 20:18 }
I am back to blog!
Sorry really very busy nowadys. I been chiong-ing work for the last 1 week, very exhausting..
Today start doing by homework. Feeling very stress now..
I am loaded with those SHIT!!
Well, i am in need of CASH...
New Year, Anniversary, Valentine is coming.. I have no money now.. Sigh..
How i wish things is free.
Anyway, I am going to jobless soon..
Anyone can help me out?
.... God....
Monday, 1 December 2008
{ 21:47 }
Mention about my pass memories with Agnes and Esteen.
All in the sudden think back that I did still hate my father that much.
Some memories are uneraserable.
I remember the part when you drive us off, Its all remind me today.
I hate when you were with that women and abandon Mum.
I hate you from being cruel for not reminding or regard us for the past 11 yrs.
What and when will u still remind us?
I hate you when the day on grandpa funeral, u drive everyone shameful and angry.
Why?
A broken family and broken heart, its unhealable forever.
Today, I thinking of my dearest grandpa,
ah gong.
I miss him that much, his caring and loving that shower my whole childhood with fun and warmth.
But till the day that u will being summon to the hospital, it heart sanking.
Its unbearable to see you torture.
Its remind me clearly till now..
Sigh.
I miss you ah gong, did you miss us?
Time flies, but i will still remember, the words and expectation to us.
Shan, did it!
Ying, too~!
Mei, also get promoted and working very hard
As for me, i am trying hard to achieve good grade, ya, i rmb u always said, "I'm not stupid, Just that playful and lazy."
Sigh.
Of 11 yrs ago dad and mum were not separated, u wont be so heart paining and tired isn't it?
Everything could just be say as fated..
我爱你，想念你，永远。
阿公，我们会一直记得你。:)
