Thursday, 27 November 2008
{ 15:08 }
感情还一样吗？
应该怎样回到过去？
我很怀念，对你而言我是在无理取闹。
对不起，我不认为。
你什么时候开始忘了我的存在？
我好寂寞你知道吗？
每当我不开心和难过时，我真的很希望你能够听我，安慰我，而不是一些难听的字眼。
我在怎样也还是女生。
有谁不希望男朋友的陪伴与谅解，你明白吗？
我好不想当你成功背后的女人，就当我自私好了，因为我想的是你对我的谅解而不是我对你的了解。
对不起，亲爱的。
原谅我的自私。
PS：爱人与被爱带来的都是疼苦
我好想知道什么时候你还会想起我。
*I am disappointed on my EL ICA today. Y?
Tuesday, 25 November 2008
{ 21:01 }
What can i d0 to become a useful person?
I really feel very upset.
I can accomodate into their conservations.
Hard much hard work i still needa put in?
I am thinking of not to work anymore. But, i am worried that mum's and my burden will turn heavy.
Life is really miserable isn't it?
Economic is bad now.
Recession is everywhere. Jobless everywhere too..
I even worried that when i graduate i cant find a proper jobs and unable to pay backs my debts on time..
Miserable + Horrible.
WHAT HAPPENED TO THIS WORLD!!
I M exhausting...
If i will to end my life in less than 24 hrs what will u do? Who will u thk of?
As for me, i will spend my less hrs with my beloved, it might be short but at least i treassure.
I will apologise for my mum.
As she is the best i ever love..
Mummy i love u, love you for giving me life.
Sorry that i never been u proud before.
Sorry
Monday, 24 November 2008
{ 22:02 }
Blog!
I have been so busy.. Test..
Sigh :(
Anyway, i have my C# lab test last wednesday.. I did badly for such.. Feeling so sad anyway.
This semester i really feel so useless..
I hardly able to understand anything. Am I going to fail now?
Depress..
Agnes and Esteen seen so much better thn me.
I cant even understand whenever they are discussing question.. I am feeling really helpless.
Mathematics even worst. it take up 100% of the examination but i dun understand at all. It is week 7 now yet i learn nth from there.. What can i do?
I really have a poor understanding.
How i wish i can change for a new brain.
Helpless + Emo =??
I miss boyfriend, badly.
At this point of time, i really miss your shoulder. I miss those time that you embrace me with warm and care.
When will I have it again.
No matter what i really miss those past, darling.
Life seen so busy for you and me.
I am really afraid that the feeling isn't there for you.
Will this happened?
Ya, dear i am afraid that such will happened on you and me.
I know you hate me to mention the term 'breaking up'
But, even when it came to conclusion we still gonna face the fact isn't it?
I treassure the time and memories u given to me.
Ur love for me is something that are better than dreams.
Pls nv says good-bye~
Tuesday, 18 November 2008
{ 20:44 }
i miss the days!
Baby, can u hear me out there?
Feeling very sick now..
Body seen so arching.. Sigh! Sniff..
Many Quizes this week, hectic!
Very vexed recently :(.
Recession affected me also? I doubt so! SIgh..
I start to get worry now what i can work after i graduated..
How can i survive with such lousy grades lousy diploma. Who will come and employ me.
Will i be able to get a good and suitable jobs?
How can i settle all my debts if i am jobless..
VEXED!
I am like urging to look for admit or office jobs.. Despo-ing now :(
But who will be willing to hire me with no experience and lousy.
Big Sigh..
Helpless =.=!
I wanna have something on my resume.. I noe i am kiasu but i am left with no choice~!
Thursday, 13 November 2008
{ 20:41 }
Hi blog.
Received phone call from Jun today..
I company is cutting cost now!!!
From working 7 hours a day to 6 hrs a day.. Sigh! WTF is this right?
I am feeling very sad when i know about it.. What other alternative can i think about now?
Kind of worry, worrying the days that will be even tougher.
I am not a clever girl in studying nor saving and earning money. I am feeling fcuking useless now.
What can i do?I am not born in such a good family, I have to work in order to support myself, expenses and etc.
No matter how unfair life towards me was, I will still work hard in order to survive.
To be honest, I hate it and is like badly.
Sometime i get to be emotional whenever i think of my heavy loads.
Sigh.
If compare me to other I might not be a lucky child that born in rich family.
But, I am lucky enough that i able to learn how to be independent which other pamper child cant. I am also lucky enough to have such a nice family.
That the greatest things which i never regret of.
I cant survive without money, I cant live family too..
So, life sometime really make people miserable.
Monday, 10 November 2008
{ 21:12 }
Hi, blog here.
Change a new blog skin.. Feeling much better now.
Its simple and its shown everything.
Well. Beside busy, worried.
Nth can really explain how i am feeling now.
True?
I am afraid i will turn jobless soon. The sales and management over at Robinson is SUX.
Pardon as its the only words i can thk to describe it.
My company might be thinking to shut that counter over there.
If such happened, i might be jobless too :(
I am feeling so worried that when the day had come, i will needa gonna tighten up my pants and pockets by saving duper hard!
God bless. But, i seriously hate the management, still i love the ppl there :)
Days without $$ is horrible.
Feeling unhappy now.
I dun noe why will i came across this feeling.
Maybe is that Esteen character?
She is a very strong and stubborn girl i thk.
I feel pressurize when toking to her sometime. Sound useless uh?
Well, her bad point, she see people unhappy very easily.
I think some of the other school mates from other class had notice about it. Hope this matter will not provode too much.
Peace? When will be coming?
God bless.
