Wednesday, 29 October 2008
{ 20:26 }
What is this feeling people? Can you tell me?
Sometime i really do find myself like a nood.. Dun you think so?
I dun really wanna be deep to become party animal, still, i hope to be.
What am i toking anyway?
How can i feel this? Its odd..
I am 19 yet i get to bother by th 17 yrs old little gal?
How can it be? I am crazy now..
Dun thk, dun care.
Be myself as saint say I am the best.
Cuz believe in yourself n some1 around you is the greatest experience in this world.
ISHOULDNTTHINKANYMORE!!!
Well, drop down my upcoming shopping list:
1. Hard Disk for sch
2. New Levis Ladies Jean
3. ZaraTees
4. Clubbing Dress and heels ( nt in hurry)
5. New slippers
6. Necklace for mum
7. I WANNA A
KATE SPATE AGNES B LONGCHAMP
8. Hair cut?
9. New Mp3??
10. Shorts and Berms
Still waiting.. :)))
Dear i will be pls if u bought me something lovely XD
Saturday, 18 October 2008
{ 19:40 }
我不开心时，却不知道该向谁说。
你能帮我吗？
我不喜欢哄你的感觉，为什么我需要底头？我没错！
该生气的人是我不是你！
Sometime, i really think that by not bothering too much will be even better thn anything else.
What do u think?
I really dislike the feeling. Do u understand, I don't feel respect at all.
I hate your cold shoulder-badly.
Why cant you care and shower me with more love?
I hate being in an one man show, I am tired, who knows?
Wednesday, 15 October 2008
{ 19:46 }
Feeling very sad now.
Mum fall sick. I dislike her to be sick, it make me worry.
She went to visit her company doctor just now, her doctor told her to go polyclinic for a full scan check up on her indestine.
Mum is worry that she have the sickness that we all dun hope to be.
But to her, she sense it badly.
DON't, I dun want it to be true.
Although, her six-sense is always right, but, this time round, hope its nt gonna be the same.
I dun want mummy to leave me so soon, she is still young and I can live without mummy.
God, dun treat us so unfairly.
I just wanna turn a new leaf and study hard enough, so cant, dun make things turn true.
Please. I need her badly.
I take several years to face the fact that I dun have a father so plz..
Dun be so cruel to me..
I'll change. Trust me.. I am still learning hard now.
I will change away all my bad habit. Give me some time.. Really.
GOd, please let mummy stay healthy and happy everyday,everytime.
Dun make her day fill with worry and scare.
P.S. Mummy, I love You more than the deep ocean, stay healthy:)
Tuesday, 7 October 2008
{ 13:06 }
I want to buck up!!!
Fight for my futue and work extra hard!.
独军做战！
Monday, 6 October 2008
{ 17:22 }
Label: Did i make my right choice?
School going to resume soon, i am kind of tired and bored.
Dun really feel like going school, i hate school life.
Its sucks.
Well, all in sudden thinking back, i remember mum's words. Is going to polytechnic is what i really want? True? Why am i so firm at that point of time in answering her? I feel really regret.
Sorry mummy.I guess you might be very dissapointed over me, Right? I cant be a good daughter, good student, good in everything. I am really sorry.I think i have a phobia on school now, i am afraid of my upcoming path if school life.
Cuz, i am born stupid, its true that i cant take stress. Stress will kill me on the spot.
Can i give up? or Continue the path?
Life is miserable for me.
I am aimless, i dun ever know what i can do after my graduation.
I dun ever know what i want in my life.
Its sux!!! I hate it..
