Thursday, 18 September 2008
{ 11:52 }
Am I really born stupid?
Mum and family always praise me as a smart girl. But I dun really think so.
My yr 1 sem 1 GPA is only 2.5.
Its higher thn i expected.. really..
But, once i notice that some classmate of mine did even better i find it so angry..
They skipped lessons and school. Prank and havoc around yet they excel better.
I find it so unfair for me.. Really..
I did put in hard work and effort in learning, I undergo many obstacles and toleration also depressions. But nobody knows.
Its fate..
If a smart and clever person, no matter what they did they still have the logical sense.
ME?
I am just a peanut.
Peanut brain and etc.
Here then i realise, in Polytechnic, no matter how much u did and put the only things pay off is the outcome, Not the process at all..
So, does that mean that at the very beginning working hard is a wrong too?
I dunno anything now.
I cant think of anything the feeling that i am undergoing is SUX..
Life sux!
Reality and unfair, baised even sux.
How high should i pull my socks till?
aSk god, ask yourself!