Monday, 28 July 2008
{ 23:56 }
Upset, I feeling duper down now.
I feel so useless today.
My suggestion for the report just did'nt help out at all.
They are like finding me as an invisible soul by talking to themselve..
All my opinion and things were being rejected and comments..
Sad..
So??
Nobody will ever know how I am feeling..
Sigh..
Wad to do.. I just feel like a dumb idoit now.. Why?
I am crying know, so?
Who care? Nobody care also..
I hate whenever I am being neglect as an idoit.
I am human being I do have feeling too..
But will there ever have some1 understand me well?
Wednesday, 23 July 2008
{ 11:29 }
我觉得自己很贱！
Sorry dearest. I am feeling very gulity now.
Wad make me do such stupid things?
I know, darling, you love me, you care for me and concern me, yet i am doing such this to you.
U remember the questions that i ask?
We both cant figure out that term,
Ya,
Its Disloyality which refer on me.
Forgive me, I will put down eveything coz its just a minor crush.
Deep down in my bottomline of my heart, I will always feel you warm, love and care.
I love you darling ((:我明白了，爱情不能当比较。
Wednesday, 9 July 2008
{ 13:21 }
Its me again!
I dunno what wrong with me ok..
I am so busy with work yet I still wasting my sweet time doing my blog skin for this blog...
Damn Ya!
Homework make me mad!
Madness..
Sux!!!!
Life is so horrible ok
I hate my life badly..
It seen like it was being ruin badly now..
Sigh..
End her..
Back to workload again :(
Wednesday, 2 July 2008
{ 13:49 }
天空很晴浪，云也很蓝。
有时你们会希望天气是因人而变呢？
Its a beautiful day today.
Beautiful clouds, beautiful weather and beautiful sky.
But is my day that beautiful today?
I dun think so too :)
Last night, arguement with Mike.
After thoso long talk, I wanna really sae, am I really finding trouble to be picky on this particular relationship?
What am I afraid of?
What am I thinking of?
What can I do for?
Questions and questions. Over and over again.
Still, I love him that much. But the fact is that routine will not be the same again.
Isn't it?
Ask myself, even without those SMSes he sent, does that mean that he dun love me again?
Maybe I am still childish.. I am always seeking his attention.. Seeking for more love to be shower. That how I think now. Maybe?
Well, lets drop this topic.
Rushing assignment all the way.. Ya, I am duper sleepy and tired.. But I feel like still, none of my assignment is completed.. Sigh.. I am a failure to succeed. :(
So sad now..
Mummy seen very trouble recently, she have not enough money to spend.. And she just received her allowance not long ago, yet its finished.. She mention to Catherine about money issue.. But cat is really unhappy about it.. Coz she find it unfair for her to keep contributing to her yet she never ask frm Chris.
Sigh.. Money is really a very sensitive issue.
This morning a man came to my house as he receive a complain that the new neighbour are complaining that their toilet celling is leaking water..
It cant blame as please.. Its the buliding here are too old and those problem are very common.
It will have to cost $200 to renovate the whole toilet..
Mummy heard that and she cant get herself sleep coz i sum of money gonna be spend in such toilet unexpectedly.
Worst still during the renovation there will be no toilet for us for 3 days..
Gosh right.. Where could I bathe shit and etc....
Its a bad decision that this house only have 1 toilet!
Damn it
