Monday, 12 May 2008
{ 12:29 }
Its been fouth days till now.
How are you feeling, candy?
Sorry mum for your worries I am fine.
In fact, i also dunno how problems arise.
Well, maybe since the very beginning we are tolerating.
What had happened?
I think u have change yet you think i had change too. Isn't it?
I had let Jovial down. I don't think i can move on anymore. Think that my maximun.
Love hurts, really hurts.
Not only once, its more than that.
Numb?
I surpose so..
Am i giving up? Yes, maybe.
Am i missing him? Yes. i did.
Am i waiting for him? Yes, I am!
Nothing came to my reality.
Its just a wait with no answer.
First day, crying badly.
.
.
.
Today?
Then i realise I am numb about it.
Think it show stupid by messaging him and pestered him, Its not me at all.
Wait till he willing to approach me i think.
As, Candy is really tired.
What if he don't till xxx or forever..
Alright, just treat it as the end for us.
No point to hold a man back when feeling is no longer there.
No point to shed further more tears when no one is being appreciated.
No point to get myself hurt when everythings is gone.
I can only stay strong and move on.
Live well and stay great!
Get myself busy and enjoy all my beautiful time.
I can said it so easily, but, can i really do it??
Will wounded be heal so easily?
Will Good-bye always be so easy to say?
When will i really stop crying over you?
Can i really be that strong?
Hear no answer.
