Thursday, 27 September 2007
{ 07:03 }
Recently, many things had happened between us. In fact, that enough for me.
It had been 8th mth 15 days long, i find that we still dun understand each other. I dun no wad he really wants. Same to him, he dun no how i feel..
Always aruge, he will be the want telling me off to change my temper, i dun find anything wrong.
I really don't get it, why i was always the one suffering and being blame???? I always have a lot to say to him regard my unhappiness. Just that he does'nt know. Love is not a one man show.
I finally realised, this is not the love i want.
Love not necessary require pampering. Wad i can't stand was in his eyes, i am a material girl..
Sigh..
He take comment from his friends. Maybe i am wad bah.. i bother my boyfriend friends comments towards me.. Anyway, that nothing really nice.
His bros seen to be important to him. Is it true that all guys the same?? Then, why have a girlfriend?
I dunno wad is this feeling that i was having now.. its complicated, thinking one night, our feeling had faded. Nothing will in fact remain the same.
Yesterday have a furious conversation.. Again included Peiyu.
Why in guys eyes she are so perfect??
Frankly speaking, u make me feel like a subsitude.
The common words that u always applied to mi, I dun trust you and dun understand u..
Maybe true..
First time, it might be hurt
Second time, it is common
After so many time, its numb.
I really dun noe how, should i continue? Or given up.
In this relationship, i am really very stress.....
I am very foolish too.......
