Friday, 6 July 2007
{ 15:59 }
Hi bloggy,
It seen so long that i din blog here.. Anyway.. On the 30th darling and i have our very first secret..
But, do you know something. I feel that i am losing trust now.. how? I am also jeolous sometime whenever he mention "HER" name..
Her birthday is coming.. He has an intention of buying her present just becoz she ask from him..
Sigh.. What i meant to him sometime??
When i ask for present from him he will think that i am materialistic.. Ya, I am so what??
Sigh.. sometime really thinking what really is love?? How was it actually?? Oh god...
I am very bored few days back.. i go and calculate.. our love.. he and mi only 81% yet with her was 94% can this be trusted?
I really don't know what to do when such complicated things happened... wad should i do??
Close friend VS Boy friend
Nothing is Impossible even is close fren...
"Her" Nice:
1. She is sweet and thoughtful where guys like it..
2. She understand guys clearly..
3. She is a xiao nu ren..
4. Her character is bubbly
5. She will attract guys without any intention
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to blah blah...
Yet.. i am always different.. i cant be a perfect gal of her.. i am a failure.. i don't understand how he feel.. i can't tolerate all his action...
Aiya.... just one word to describe..
I AM LOUSY!!!!!!!!!!