Saturday, 28 April 2007
{ 23:10 }
I was the one.. who said leave. Yet, I'm the one who are worried.. why?? =/
I really dislike myself of thinking too much and suspecting all this all that.. Do you get it? Its hurt.. Both meant the same. i noe her well she is the type of person who will only kept to herself.. Wad if one day.. such thing happened.. how?? will i be like Liping.. Or will i jus feel i am the third parties instead?
She is my fren... My dearest fren.. She is always innocent and fragile..
If such thing do happened in my relationship, will i still be the one sparing people or the one making a big fuss over it.. Currently i just feel that i will spare them both..
Frankly speaking.. i dislike people to do it behind my back. i will feel being betray.. really..
Will they? How? i have no more trust and faith on him and myself.. i find myself useless now.... wat can i do.. will time really heal the wounds? will he gave me back the past? will we still being able to sustain together?
Wad if he took a long time to get use...... will he still contact me back? or will he start a new relationship with a new partner?
I'm confuse.. i am complicated too......... Can i seriously put this to a side and stop thinking and stop mention about it? May I?
God bless..