Friday, 27 April 2007
{ 22:06 }
why am i thinking this freaking way? i think i was over childish..
but i hope all are nt true.. :/ i hate myself.. why am i like that?? Its sucks.. ya.. although, i will send u the greatest blessing.. but, may i trust you??
But,do u noe sum thing bloggy?
Feeling will grow deeper day-by-day
In the same time feeling will fade day-by-day.. wat shld i do??
I intented to surprise him up with the SHE pre copies.. but.. i kept my mouth shut.. when i realised that.. i find that i am disturbing them..
i must'nt.. she my greatest frens.. she a perfect gal too.. how?? wad shld i do?? if by comparison.. nth i can compete of.. ya.. but......
Every memories, every emotion.. if such things happened. i had to bury it.. and stay strong.. i must.. nth will happened de yea.
why am i jeolous and afraid? why? why must i ever exist in this world to creat chaos instead of peace? why mus i ever suspect em? why? why am i so foolish and imature? why?
why must i cried over a splited milk and cried over such things? why
can anyone tell me?? anyone?
i dun no how to begin.. i dun no wat to do.. i will remain silent and bear with all the pain.. i will..
God bless you!!